Tonight will be Aubrey's first night away from me! She is getting so big and so smart lately. I can't believe how many words she says now and repeats everything we say. Adam and I had made plans to go to the temple so Terri and Phillip offered for the kids to spend the night and go to Tannehill in the morning. They all had a blast and were worn out when they came home. Aubrey was the best sleeper at night and slept in till 7:00. Unfortunately, I was up at 6:30 having to pee and couldn't go back to bed. So, I started to paint, and paint some more, and paint some more. I would have finished, but I ran out of paint for the dining room. I'm painting all the hallways and dining room a beige color called "Gobi Desert" from Home Depot. After the kids came home and took a nap, we just relaxed by playing in the yard, going swimming, andgetting ready for church. A great, productive weekend!
P.S.-So at the temple, I just got this feeling come over me. I wasn't sure what it was, but I just started to tear up. The night before I had a dream about our next ultrasound and the news was that the cysts were not isolated and we would have problems. I think I have prepared myself for news that our child has down syndrome, but I have not prepared myself for the reality of living it. On the other hand, I am not prepared if they tell me it is the more worse condition. It just seems like such an unknown and debilitating condition that I would need time to figure it out. Adam still assures me that the baby is fine and nothing is wrong. I hope and pray he is right and to have enough strength and love and patience if he is wrong.
No comments:
Post a Comment